Can we go on holiday together? Just the two of us? It would be so awesome. We just talk about it and I never know if it’s really going to happen. I want it to happen.
(Source: autore)
My first ever band tour was in Salzburg, when I was 13. I went to this exact place that time. Hellbrunn Palace was such a beautiful place… and it was so funny watching everyone get drenched in the Water Gardens; I still have the video!
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It was nice to be able to see you, even if it was just for a few minutes… then you rushed off to your driving lesson. I didn’t even get to give you a hug or anything…
To think that this is continue for the next 1 & 1/2 months. I’ll give you a big, fat hug when it’s all done, and then we can just sleep, zzzz…
Oh, and I talked to her for a split moment y’know, as I talked to our mutual guy friend, and when I said bye to him it was a little awkward - she accidentally? gave me a wave too as she left with him.
Gonna make you into a photographer. Then we can take photos of each other, everywhere we go.
(Source: gofuckingnuts)
Omg, after exams I’m going to make you try Asian food. I think starting with a barbecue would be nice… I think you’d like bulgogi. It’d be funny to see you fail at using chopsticks too (although you claim that you can use them).
I’m too scared for you to try out sushi, it’s either going to be the best or the most hideous experience ever. Haha, once you’re used to Asian food, we’ll buy some sushi. One day.
(Source: fuckyeahjapanandkorea)
I thought you left me to go home by myself today… although I knew that you were taking an exam last period and didn’t know when you were going to finish. But I couldn’t help feeling annoyed - I mean, I waited for an hour after school!
I walked down the hill from school, walking in the direction we would have walked together. I could have gone home using my normal route, but I couldn’t get over the fact that I waited and ended up walking home on my own. I had some kind of hope that you would be walking in front of me in the distance, and I could run and catch up with you. But no one was in front of me. I got my iPod out to put on the Red Hot Chili Peppers album you gave me, so that I wouldn’t hear myself quarreling, “I should’ve gone home earlier” “But he had an exam and probably assumed that I’d gone home… it’s been an hour since I said I would meet him…” I turned left into the street, and looked back up the hill.
There you were, walking down the same hill that I had just walked down, trying to catch up with me. I walked towards you. Suddenly, I felt bad for having left you, having not believed in you. You said you were sorry. I didn’t want you to. I smiled and took your hand. We walked home together today.
(Source: fuckyeahjapanandkorea)
Maybe I should do some work in the meanwhile… but it’s 23:55 already…
When will we get to be like this again? I’m not free until the end of next month… *sob*
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My teacher bunked my lesson today… hmm.
Come to think of it, it’s already May. Wow. I’m currently having my last few days at school. And, because he is in a different year to me, my boyfriend and I only have 6 days left together at school.
Crap, why is time flying so quickly? Why can’t I just stay in school? University sounds too scary. I sound too adult. I’ve been going to the same school for 7 years now, and from October, I will be going into a completely new environment, meeting completely different people. After that I’ll be going out into the ‘real world’ - ugh, I can’t even think about it without me getting nervous and tensing.
I want to be forever young. The fact that I’m growing up frightens me. I only have a few years left of my teenage years. After that… I’m just an adult who everyone expects will make the right decisions. Am I really mature enough to do that? Will I really learn how to make the right decisions some day?
